and these are things that i would like:
someone to talk to
someone i can trust
someone who will be there for me
someone who fills all these roles and is not 100+ miles away
my name is lisa and i would like a real friend near me who can hug me and tell me it is going to be okay and not feel weird if i start crying or just want to sit there in silence
if all else fails maybe i can become emotionally stunted and numb. that is my second goal.
you remember how much you love your ex-boyfriend and how glad you are you stayed friends.
(via itsaw0nderland0fs0rts)
except slowly all the puppets are going to revolt with every malevolent string that is pulled. and all i’m going to have left are the evil puppets, neutral about my existence and ready to overthrow me at any point.
wompwomp, case in point i inadvertently caused someone who i had previous gone out of my way to attempt to console emotional distress oops i am TW
Song of the Day: Astronautalis x Fishr Pryce- Mr. Blessington’s Imperialist Plot.
“You can take this fucking job and shove it.”
i might be falling in love with a boy who i have no business falling in love with.
we’ll see where this goes.
down the rabbit hole i’m guessing
